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[11 Aug 2007|12:10pm] |
im in a single.... as my cousin said "wow, I can't really think of a person less suited for a single". i always thought of college as a place to like meet your roommate and become best friends with them the upside is my whole building is pretty much singles and everyone is in the same boat... so ill just have like a crap load of roommates but i can jsut go to my room if they annoy me...
i jsut hope it all works out cause this just really threw me for a loop... oh gosh
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[18 Jun 2007|11:28am] |
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[13 Jun 2007|09:18am] |
i dont like this at all... i feel like shit there is a knot in my stomach why did i do that
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[25 Aug 2006|01:32am] |
i must say.... i just had probably one of the best weeks ever.... thats why it was so hard for me to hear earlier this month that all i do is hang out with beau, cause in my heart i know how much i value the relationships i have with my friends... but staying almost a week with molly and the whole fleisig fam.... like i love love love that i feel like i have a whole other family... its amazing that im so comfotable with them, hopefully they feel the same... and then when rachel came and joined us i was like wow i really love my friends..... family is so important to me and the fact that i am in love with their families makes it all the better. seriously, i call both their sets of parents mom and dad...im really upset steph wasnt there and im at a loss of my other sister.... she was missed def, and i know she would have loved it. besides jsut those three i love who all of the rest of my friends are... tonight i had to go to beaus to let out the dog so i picked up tom on the way and we had a beautiful hour together... i never love anyone like my husband....
today a guy at juniors, he comes in all the time (C-R-A-Z-Y) but he asked me if i know the difference between friends and aquaitences.... and i guess i have alot of ppl i call friends that arent true friends but oh well... i like having my few close friends and then a bunch of other people i get along with...
but i jsut want senior year to rock... like i dont know if people understand how freaking pumped i am for just tomorrows float party... not to mention everything else studetn government does that makes me so freaking happy...
and jsut school itself will suck, but its SENIOR year... its amazing... sjhdfshggfsdhgfsjhdgfsd okkk
and beau's coming home sunday... time def went fast cause i was away too and relaxing, but i def do miss that child... he's pretty special... i jsut got his birthday present in the mail... and im jsut so happy that i could get him somethnig i know he'll love.....
but im glad ihad one of the best weeks this summer... and fire island is my new home... when i went to kisment with beau i loved it, and then this week just solidified that and i promise ill own a house there one day..its my favorite place
thank you molly for being my sister i love you and i loved our week....
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[18 Aug 2006|12:26am] |
schedual 1-animal behavior fall economics spring 2. Spanish H 3. PE11-12 fall (b) study hall (a) Philosophy spring 4. bible lit fall study hall spring 5.lunch 6 AP GOV (b) Study hall fall (a) PAIII sping(a) 7 forensics adv. Fall study hall spring 8APstat 9 AP english
so bascially i have somethnig different everyday and i dont understand yay huntington
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[13 Jul 2006|02:55pm] |
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spain till the 25th, hopefully ill get online at some point....loveeee
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[03 Jul 2006|11:10pm] |
ive been thinking alot about this lately, but i dont have like one best friend... like i have my 3 best friends but like two of them are best friends with each other and have their own other best friends and one has like three other best friends.... i know it doesnt even make sense what im saying but i wish i just had like that one person... i mean beau is kinda one person that i have but still i want a GIRL best friend.... and danielle used to be that but thats not really the case since we havent hung out in like years, and then lauren and michaela, not anymore.... and i mean i love cater to death, like carter's my soul, but lets face it we're in other states, if she was here she would be that one person but not now....
its jsut annoying idk.... i am lucky my friends and the best ever tho....
today i met all of beau's family.... and basically, i could marry the kid and easily see myself fittingin with them, and he fits with my family.... as much as people say these relationships dont last i hope this one does and where ever life takes us i hope we end up back together because this is amazing
ohh that was a bunch of thoughts in my brain..... DONEEE
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[12 Jun 2006|10:54pm] |
well im gunna do it cause molly and rachelface did
Period:
[1]
-who was your closest friend in this class?:elen, katy, dana -who was the teacher?:muller, my other mother -was this your favorite teacher?: honeslty i definitely love this woman alot more than most people
[2]
-what did you do during 2nd period?: try and steal toms food...discuss denises life, harass jake..the norm -who did you talk to the most?: denise and tomish -was your crush in the class?: durrr, denise -what class was it? math..i <3 racz
[3]
-what class was it?:PHYS-PHYS -did you ever fall asleep in this class?: oh most def -was this ur favorite class?: oh i loved it and masone..but not my fav -who did you talk to the most?: stephybrooke
[4]
-who did you sit by?: steph...then CONSTANCE....god i love that girl so freaking much boo college... then jakeypoo...and in gym i was near re constance dee and jake usually oh and sean and erin and anna... well it was PA and we all touched alot -did you hate anyone in that class? not at alllllll -what class was it?: A-physics B-PA!!!!!!!!
[5]
-who sits next to you?:denise,well behind tara actually and mike lobasso -teacher?: GRABEY-BABY -favorite people?: denise tom GRABESSSS -grade? yano 80s watev its AP
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-who was your closest friend in this class? steph re dee lee ray -teacher?: lunch baby -the class was?: LUNCH
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- did you have a crush in this class?: nosir - was this a fun class?: yes u jsut eff around with ur with krum...<3. -what class was it?: English
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-Was this your favorite class? health-umm i was damn good at it...street law..boring but i did well..but no favs -Who do you sit by?:health-molly tim and tully...street law..luis and beryl -Who do you talk to the most? : heath-tim molly and tully...street law- if i spoke beryl ...or ryan and craig
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-who sits next to you?: joey was diagonal..wait who sat behind him? ohhhhh matt righttttt -teacher?: mrs. montefusco...hahahahaha oh what a lady..yupppphahah -favorite people?: molly reisa the multiple boys ive raped in the class... and then i met robert and he became my favorite as well
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[12 Jun 2006|06:27pm] |
copying you stephyyyy
1: Last person or thing you saw alot: beausiff 2. Last words you said: nope about whether i was going to sancs 3: Last song you sang: oh jesus i cant remember cmon meg 4: Last person you hugged: beaus mom cause she bought me sandals 5: Last thing you laughed at: prob my mother 6: Last time you said I don't remember: recently to my mom idk 7: Last time you cried: when i watched family stone saturday night
PRESENT
10: What color socks are you wearing: if its nice out i do NOT wear shoes let alone socks 11: What time did you wake up today: 6:20ish 12: Current taste: carmel pudding 13: Current hair: straight down 15: Current annoyance: the itch on my leg 16: Current longing: for everyone to start loving and stop fighting, stop sweating the little stuff its not worth it 17: Current desktop background: sickest ever.... grafitti with past yankee greats..yup im a boy 18: Current worry: my mother will find out....it'll kill her 19: Current hate: physics...yo i hear that steph 20: Current favorite article of clothing: sweats, always classic 21: Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: do i have one? idk they have to be big and be able to protect me 22: Last CD that you listened to: one beau made idk 23: Favorite place to be: the beach 24: Least favorite place to be: somewhere cold 25: Time you wake up in the morning: early...but its gunna change umm atfer TOMORROW!! 26: Do you play an instrument: RIP bass 27: Favorite color: torqouise..blues/greens 28: Do you believe in an afterlife:if theres not one whats the point 29: How tall are you: 5'7" maybe...idc 30: Current favorite word/saying: idk usually i just scream i dont use words 31: Favorite book: to kill a mocking bird, catcher in the rye, bridge to terabithia, angels and demons 32: Favorite season: spring-summer 33: One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: they're not completely gone from my life but i would love danielle and lauren to be with me recently
FUTURE
35: Where do you want to go for college?: somewhere i'll love.... and that wont put my family into debt 36: What is your career going to be like: i need to help people, whatever way i was intended 37: How many kids do you want?: 2-3
HAVE YOU EVER...
39: Said "I love you": to my parents. to beausiff and mommy and daddy and my sisters 40: Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish: oh zigglet needed a smack or too, but i always say sorry cause he's my brotha 41: Been to New York: yes 42: Been to Florida: yes 43. Been to Cali: yes 44: Been to Hawaii: yes, amazing 45: Been to Mexico: no 46: Been to China: no 47. Been to the country of your choice: italy...england....going to spain...wow im spoiled get over it 48: Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: yeaaa i dreamt my aunt arlene was moving away then it happened 52: Do you have a crush on someone: yesmam 53: What book are you reading now: oh i need to get one immediately.. summer reading time! 54: Worst feeling in the world: loss...no other can compare 55: What is the first thing you think about when you wake in the morning: fuckers...damn the man..no i dont say either i just roll over 56: How many rings before you answer: i hate the sound of the phone so i answer asap 59: Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: for the longest time i did 64: Do you do drugs: maybe, alittle, but mj doesnt count i swear 65: Do you drink: chyeah 67: What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: pantene...SAME 68: What are you most scared of: loss...definitely
69: What clothes do you sleep in? pj pants and a t-shirt 70: Who is the last person that called you: rachel suzanne o'connor 71: Where do you want to get married: some where GREAT 72: If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: my anger management and my tummy 73. Who do you hate: that whore... no whatever i dont care nemore im over it... its not worth it too spend your time on hate when theres so many more people to love 74: Been In Love?: as of now i still am 75: Are you timely or always late??: i loathe being late i feel terrible when i am 76: Do you have a job: JUNIORS.. since 9th grade baby! 77: Do you like being around people?: yess....thats why i touch so much i need to be with people or ill die 78: Best feeling in the world: being loved and wanted 79: Are you for world peace: yea....ima save the world bitches 80: Are you a health freak: i wish....i do it for like a week then i binge 81: Do you have a"Type" of person you always go after: black white nahh i dont care 82: Do you want someone you don't have?: nope 83: Are you lonely right now?: well noones where not even mike and randy..and its sad i must admit 84: Ever afraid you'll never get married: ill be pissed if i dont get married it scares the shit out of me 85: Do you want to get married: def 86: Do you want kids: a kajillion
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU..
87: Cried: no 88: Bought Something: bread for my family to eat 89: Gotten Sick: no 90: Sang: durrrrr 91: Said I Love you: yes 92: Wanted To Tell Someone You Liked them: nahh 93: Met Someone: nope 94: Moved On: nope 95: Talked To Someone: have u met me 96: Had A Serious Talk: id say so 97: Missed Someone: yes, badly 98: Hugged Someone: yessir 99: Yelled at Someone: again, have u met me
ONE LAST QUESTION 100. You Can't Be with out: my sisters, my boy, my beautiful family, my ziggerdoos
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[18 May 2006|07:32pm] |
stolen ffrom ray from aimee
1.Who was your first prom date? beau matthew katz
2. Who was your first roommate? umm reisa? sleepaway camp? probs
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? vodka straight up, likea champ or alcoholic watever you like to call it
4. What was your first job? babysat then JUNIORS..oh no wait i worked for some chick in her office
5. What was your first car? SUZI the suzuki
6. When did you go to your first funeral? prob my aunt mary, or lori's grandma, idk my grandparents own a funeral home ive been to alot when i dont even know the ppl
7. How old were you when you first moved away from your house? NEVER MOVED
8. Who was your first grade teacher? mrs. lang i love her and i still go to her hosue cause shes a family friend
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? cali babyy
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? i snuck out to see a certain someone last year, lets not talk about it
11. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends? danielle adler, love her
12. Where was your first sleepover? uh, i think my house
13. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? ziggy long of the o'hara hilltops
14. Whose wedding were you in the first time you were a participant? umm still havent been in one saddd
15. What is the first thing you do in the morning? cry, no umm fall back asleep
16. What was the first concert you ever went to? HANSON
17. First tattoo or piercing? ears at 7
18. First celebrity crush? LEO def
19. Age of first real kiss with tongue? umm 8th grade? oh jeez dinoe
20. First crush? robbie corcran when i was like 4, apparently im a flirt
21. First REAL love? beau matthew katz
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[09 Mar 2006|09:49pm] |
seriouslyyy defines me and my friends
The difference between friends and best friends
FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.
BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.
FRIENDS: Calls your parents by Mr. and Mrs.
BEST FRIENDS: Calls your parents DAD and MOM
FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.
BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"
FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.
FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
BEST FRIENDS: Loses your shit and tells you, "My bad...here's a tissue."
FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.
BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story...
FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.
FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"
FRIENDS: Are only through highschool.
BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.
FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you've had enough.
BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste."
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[08 Mar 2006|09:07pm] |
Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with? YESSS dinoe dinoeee
What would you do with 1,000 plastic spoons? save tehm for my lunch veryday, i have yogurttt
What did you do when you were in school in the 2nd grade? love everyone alot and trade beenie babies
What is the best thing about your job? eating
Do you have a crush on more than one person right now? nopee
Are you against same sex marriage? not at all
Did you vote for Bush? if i could that would be a HELL NAW
Where are you going on your next vacation? spain i think
Have you kissed any of your myspace friends? yea actually
Are most of your friends guys or girls? both Do you own any furniture from Ikea? nope
Last book you read? i guess brave new world but i didnt actually readdd it
If you could have one super power what would it be? transporting myself where ever i want to go
Where have you lived most of your life? HTON!
What was the last convo you had about? ummm with my parents about how i had to use the bathroom badly or i would die
Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? yessir
Have you ever toilet papered someone's house? noooo i should, im really matture
Have you ever liked someone and not told them? durrr
Have you ever gone camping? not reall camping
Have you ever had a crush on your brother's friend? all of them, they're like 9 years older its cool
Have you ever gone to a nude beach? YES YES YES .... field 5 jsut keep going
Have you ever gone streaking? nah, on my list though
Have you ever had a stalker? haha i thiink i do but im not sure
Have you ever gone skinny dipping? of course
Have you ever laughed so hard you cried? everyday
Have you ever gone to a party where you were the only one who was sober? nahh theres always some bitches with me
Have you ever been in love? not yettt.......
Have you ever felt betrayed by your best friend? not recently
Have you ever lied to your parents? dhassa yea
Have you ever been out of the country? italy and england bitchesss
Have you ever thrown up from working out? omg story of my life
Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore a hat for a month straight? nope i love my hair
Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places in 1 day? gross no
Last song you listened to? only the good die young... is that the name?
Have you ever spied on someone? all the time
Have you ever slept with one of your coworkers? nopee
Have you ever seen your best friend naked? hahahahhaha.... why even ask, of course
Who was the last person who called you? beau...
When was the last time you slept for more then 12 hours? idk i need to right now
Have you ever been arrested? no sir
Most embarassing CD you own? GC, bewtiched..idk so many bad oness
Have you ever stolen anything? alittle tiny toy thingy
Have you ever had surgery? yesss hand and head
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[26 Feb 2006|12:21am] |
alright both those fucks tagged me sure ill go for it
Four jobs I've had 1.does babysitting count? 2. in some office for this chick 3. JUNIORS since 9th grade bitchess 4.
Four movies I can watch over and over 1. stand by me 2. Jaws 3. Disney princess movies.. truee ray 4. the godfather
Four places I have lived 1.12 o'hara place for ever and ever 2. 3. 4.
Four TV shows I love 1. desperate housewives 2. csi 3. one tree hill 4. ER
Four places I've vacationed 1. Italy 2. England 3. Hawaii 4. Emerald Isle NC..miss that lemme tell ya
Four of my favorite dishes (oh really it's nice to just tease people who can't eat) 1. if anyone knows me i love food theres no way for me two narrow it down
Four websites I visit daily 1. LJ 2. myspace 3. post secret 4. dyestat... i love track
Four places I would rather be right now 1. hawaii 2. somebody's house..hmm wonder who that is.... 3. BU TRACK CAMP 4. a beach,....anywhere
Four people I am tagging true alll my friends were tagged
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[12 Feb 2006|10:57pm] |
so i had the best weekend EVER jersey was amazing for details check mollys lj http://butrflyinrevrse.livejournal.com/58770.html
something also awesome happened you'll all figure it out eventually
im jsut sucha happy girl right now
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[29 Jan 2006|08:44pm] |
so basically this winter track season was pointless... i ran like shit at every meet if spring doesnt get better i might kill someone
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[18 Jan 2006|07:37pm] |
I wanted you to see what real courage is, instead of getting the idea that courage is a man with a gun in his hand. It's when you know you're licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what. You rarely win, but sometimes you do. ~ atticus finch
i think thats gunna be my senior quote and if any body doesnt like it or tries to steal it you'll get punch in the throat
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[17 Jan 2006|10:02am] |
i passed my road test, life is sooo good right now, i had such an awesome day yesterday now i have to go to school and face reality aka AP US.... blahhhh
soo happyyy
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[02 Jan 2006|05:06pm] |
i need to post pictures from vacation.. but w/e
newayy vacation was fun... i didnt see either of my two best friends but its ok cause they know ill love them forever idid see my other best rachel... who i loveee love loveee
reisa denise and leanne are amazing..wow do i love those girls.... lemme tell ya wow
vacation was interesting.. and short and that sucks....
i feel like i did alot but i like have nothing to write...weird
alright i need pictures...dammit
w/e
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[21 Dec 2005|05:08pm] |
i love how three of my friends have each have two options of guys... and what does megan have ZERO.... thank you thank you
wah wah..whine even more meg....
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[19 Dec 2005|09:13am] |
last night i wrote my parents a note and said i didnt want to go to school... i jsut had a feeling it would work and it said that i needed a personal day, an i would move all my stuff down to the basement if i was home this morning... i have to because ym grandma is going to stay in my room... and i said i really wanted to go to the cememtery and spend time with my grandma... which is completely true.... i was really upset they were going to the cemetery today and i couldnt go....
neways the note completely worked COMPLETELY... and my parents love me, so im home, i woke up at nine it was just greattt greattt...
i went to the city yesterday, it was great, i got a new bag and a some cute mini-play posters....
its so funny tho i've been to hte city so many times like trump towers doesnt amaze me, tiffany's is like ehh w/e... stuff that most people would be like WOAHHHH im like yea yea.. b/c when you grow up seeing it you're soo jaded... the only thing i will never get over is st. patricks cathedral..i love it there... and i got to see and spanish mass, it was soo interesting...then i was just sitting there cause my whole fam was chillen out in church. my mom and i lit candles because its a thing that i HAVE to do..neways i was jsut sitting there and these two little boys were behind me... they were brilliant.. the older one was explaining christmas to the other one.. its was beautiful to hear a kids explaination.... then he started talking about the declaration of independence... he def knew more than me... but he was like there's three things ummm life the persuit of happiness and and and... and i just wanted to turn around and say liberty.... but i didnt want to scare the crap ou of them...
ok from reading that you officially know that little umimportant things to everyone else really make my life complete...
like if i didnt go to the cemetery today i would have felt like i was missing something or lost something..you know that feeling?
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